Rainbow child

*Byron - The essential piece [yup, another obsession ]

I know, I can be soooo damn annoying with my happiness! The day stared a-ok with an exam at German Phonology. Got an 8 and I hadn’t even went to a single course! I know, it’s crazy! And I hate German! It was funny that as I was waiting to enter the class, I took Centrifuga by T.O.Bobe, laid down on the floor and started reading. All my colleagues were agitated and nervous, but not me! Heck no! I always enter into a whole new dimension when I read and it’s good to be able to detach myself from reality from time to time. I can hardly wait to start Cum mi-am petrecut vacanta de vara by the same author, cause he sure has got potential!

4 more exams and then work! I can hardly wait to start work. I only hope that I’m going to be good at it! But I’ve promised myself that is working with books will somehow affect my appetite for reading and buying books, I’m going to quit. Nope, the pure pleasure of reading will never be taken away from me, do you hear me???? And I have found out my mark at the English Morphology exam: I got a 9!!!!! I was soooo happy! Of course I didn’t have to guts to look at the mark myself so Maria had to do that for me I know, I have a problem with seeing my marks for the first time, don’t know why, though.

I’m kind of hungry right now, but it’s almost 4 in the morning and I really don’t want to cook at this hour. I’ll just have to do with a Milka Mike is coming over tomorrow [I mean today!]!!! I can hardly wait! It’s great that we can see each other, because I can feel he’s going to be accepted at some fancy university in America and God know when I’m going to see him again. Yeah, he’s always been like a brother to me and I love him so dearly! I’m pretty excited about seeing him! My Mike :X

I’m going to Cluj before heading home for the holiday. I’m going to spend some quality time with My Maria there ;)) I can hardly wait! I think she’d kill me if I postponed this little detour I looks like it’s going to be a very nice holiday after all I just hope Cata will be able to come home so as to spend the holiday together. I don’t know how it’s going to be with this bloody distance: he can’t neglect his school, I can’t neglect my work. I guess we won’t see each other as often as we had thought, but at least we’ll be in the same country!!!! [I think I'm starting to hate Italy for taking him away from me! :D] In love? Yes, I am. He is awesome I know, I know, we had lots of problems in the first year [can you believe this??? We've been together for more than a year!], but we solved them. Now I am again so very fascinated by him and I daydream all day long how pink and happy our lives will be after he will have moved to Bucharest.

The only disturbing thing that happened today is related to an e-mail Mum sent me. It was for the first time in 6 years’ time, that I felt that writing/talking to someone on the Internet is a cold, neutral activity. I read and read her e-mail and I couldn’t picture her saying those words, I couldn’t imagine her face while she was “telling” them to me. And them I thought about the e-mails I receive from dear friends, how vivid, full of live and love they feel; and how I always try to put a bit of “me” in every e-mail I send. It really was strange!

Guess I’ll call it a night. Well, not quite, because Brave New World is waiting by the bedside for me, but you get the picture Good night, dudes!